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In the Light


There is beauty in this LIGHT

The Spirit stirs me to BEHOLD…

I am not a Warrior.

I am not an Agent of Change.

I am not anything...

 
This is God’s economy at work:

I go to comfort…

But leave comforted.

I go to those who are weary…

And discover my own weariness.

I go to give…

And end up receiving.

I am poor in spirit.

I am mourning.

I am meek.

I am hungry.

I am thirsty.

And in ALL this weakness…

In my vulnerability

In my emptiness

In my brokenness

In my lack…

When I am in Community,

I am full,

I am complete.

THIS is why I pray,

…In the LIGHT.

~Carole Smith April 2015

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