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In the Stillness


 
"Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him..." Psalms 37:7
 
 
In the stillness

…between tears...

In the hollowed-out spaces, I’m left weak.

 

In the stillness

…between prayers...

There are no more words, left to speak.

 

In the stillness

…between friends...

I surrender fears, for their petition.

 

In the stillness

…between family...

Sweet memories flood, as a gift from heaven.

 

In the stillness

…between my Savior’s arms...

A rest like no other, has set me free.

 

There is space here

…in the stillness...

As God’s peace washes over me.

 
~Carole A. Smith
4/7/15

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