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What do you fear?





I am struggling with fear today as I approach my 8 year old son's first minor surgery tomorrow... 

Are you struggling with a fear today too?...

I am learning in my life when I feel the tentacles of fear start to stir in my gut; when those cold fingers start to make their way up my spine and weave themselves into my heart and mind that I MUST turn to the Lord!

And so today, I choose to meditate on His words:
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." 2 Timothy 1:7

I do not know what tomorrow holds for my life.  But I do know that I will trust the Lord, my God, with all of my heart, with all my soul and with all of mind.  And because of this, everything will be alright!                                                                                                                                                                
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